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Copyright © Meenakshi with Komal Dadhwal,2020 |
| Nor I’m soft,
Neither I love rain Still! I don’t know, How come you both happened to me. To the girls, Far from me yet so close. |
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To our families.
YYY
I don’t know, will you read or not
I don’t know, will you understand
_you mean you
I don’t know, will you just read the words
Or feel within.
YYY
I’m like a paper blank
You can crush it
Tear it
Burn it
My life is like the crinkles in it
Bits of papers are my heart
Soul turns into ashes
That’s what you made me.
YYY
I often wondered,
Why does an anti-lover fall for you?
Then, that’s the specialty
You made me fall
YYY
I never thought,
Loving you was this tough
Being with you, I’m not with you.
YYY
I portrait myself like a blank canvas
Just to let you paint me_ as you want
But black wasn’t what I thought.
YYY
You never loved me,
The way I used to do.
It’s not your fault _but
If I just confessed you
Then maybe, I won’t regret it.
YYY
Love wasn’t in my list
Until
Brown Hazel eyes lost
In the blue magical once.
YYY
Love!
What’s love?
Some say,
Pure feeling
Necessity
Complicated
I don’t know,
For me, it’s you!
YYY
Do you believe in love at first sight??
No, was my answer.
Whenever someone asks.
Then you were my first time.
YYY
The feeling of being loved,
Is something I never felt _
Or I just want to feel it… with you.
YYY
Talking about you,
It is what I loved.
But when someone asks,
Who is that ‘you’?
I always used to be mum.
~you will always keep in secret.
YYY
You never asked,
Why I told you to stay away from that blonde girl
You may be thought,
I’m jealous
No!
I trust you too much to be jealous.
YYY
You know,
The first-ever kiss of ours
It was a cheek kiss
Which was a token of love for me.
YYY
I was like a butterfly,
Born from the chrysalis,
In the world of love.
New and amateur.
YYY
You know I’m a crazy Bollywood songs fan
But do you know, after loving you,
It seems all are based on me.
YYY
According to one,
Everyone has someone, specifically made for them
I thought, for me it’s you _
Silly me!
YYY
You messed-up a lot
With my mind and heart
Or we could say,
I let you do it.
YYY
One day I had to accept
You were never mine,
I feared from that reality check only
YYY
You never loved me, I know
But as a friend, you were always there
It’s the hardest thing, to cope
~ loving someone and pretending to be friends.
YYY
I’m angry, depressed, or something
For not getting your love.
But-if only if I respect your friendship.
YYY
You always tried to bound us,
In the line with friendship.
And I always thought,
You and me _was never us.
YYY
You respect our friendship,
I, being selfish, want my love.
YYY
You were my dream,
I watched with open eyes
Alas! The reality was something else.
YYY
You were always a question for me
Who’s answer, I’m still discovering.
YYY
I was a selenophile
Then I discovered my moon,
In you.
YYY
I forgot, whatever it is
Still, you’re a moon
Who loved by millions?
And I was one of those millions,
You never know
YYY
Like moon in sky,
You too were, are, and will be,
Far from reach.
YYY
Hey love!
Oops, one-sided love
Will you ever love me?
Will you ever feel for me like I do?
Will you say yes if I propose to you?
Were the questions I wanted to ask you.
YYY
I wish you to think me,
As a mate
I wish you could love me
More than a friend
I wish we could pause our time
I wish we could be together.
Alas! I just wished which was never in our fate.
YYY
Loving someone is somewhat easy
But letting them go,
Make your heart bleed millions of times
YYY
One says,
Let it go_
If it’s yours, it will come back
If not, then it was never yours.
~we can’t wait for lifetime, just to confirm.
YYY
I was always in doubt
If I gave so soon
Or it the right decision only
YYY
Eventually!
Letting you go was the only option
And the right one too.
YYY
Goodbyes hurt
When they are without any reason and sudden,
It makes you hollow.
YYY
Our goodbyes were like this only
Unplanned and sudden
I lost a friend
You lost someone who loved you Unconditionally!
YYY
I won’t die without you
No one do
It’s just one more lie _
We talked in love.
YYY
Maybe it was a teenage crush
Maybe it was a one-sided love
Maybe attractive or my imagination
Whatever it was?
It took years to figure out,
It wasn’t love for sure.
YYY
Time flew by,
You are somewhere,
I don’t know.
I’m somewhere,
You don’t know.
But your every memory,
Is fresh in my blank diary.
YYY
I don’t love you now
But
I can’t hate you either
Knowingly! Unknowingly!
You were the best part of my life.
YYY
Everything is temporary!
So was my love.
Hey! Don’t laugh.
I still miss you.
YYY
You were always a part of my life
As a stranger
As a crush
As a friend
As a love
Now,
In memories.
YYY
Maybe we meet someday,
When and where _don’t know
Then maybe I confess,
You were my love once!
Let’s hope and hope.
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